- litterally. Without their music, I would be lost and my world would crumble. It helps me cope with my life when things aren't turning out like I planned they would. My grandmother ended up in the hospital this morning. She lives with me, which is why it is obvious that I have grown to be attatched and I love her with all my heart. This has never happened before. This feeling is all new to me. I am going to visit her shortly. For now, I have nothing to do but pray and listen to Daughtry - the number one thing that keeps me hanging on.

Thank you so much for your music.

I just finished having my birthday bash and it was insane. The whole night I had Daughtry's music playing in the background and I went around singing the songs to everyone LOL. My cake was huge and had the biggest picture of Chris on it and in quotes it said "There and Back Again". It was a good night! Every time someone would tell me I was gonna love their gift I was like, "You got me Chris Daughtry?!" hoping he would be there to sing that night. Ya right in my dreams! LOL

ps. Why isn't my computer letting me upload pictures on here? I wanna show off my tattoo

My Daughtry tattoo is amazing! It's at the back of my neck with the date of the concert I went to and Daughtry's name at the bottom. I'm so excited! It's amazing and it made my day. I can't stop looking at it. Every time I do it makes me smile. They inspire me to do so much LOL

Jessica Leah ♥

I don't know why I'm so emotional these past few days. All I know is that tomorrow I'm going to get my Daughtry tattoo I promised myself. I know that will make me feel better.

Jessica Leah ♥

Today wasn't a good day for me. It was one of those days where I just sit, listen to Daughtry and cry all day for no reason. My mom's been a great support system for me. She always does her best to try and motivate me to get back on my feet to do better. Later on tonight, the girls came over to try and cheer me up. I love them with all my heart and besides listening to Daughtry, I don't know what I would get me through the rough patches if I didn't have them by my side. They just sat with me and let me cry. Though I still don't feel as good as I would like to tonight, they tried and I love them for that.
Well I'm off to try and fall asleep while listening to Daughtry, (my nightly routine). Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day for me.

Jessica Leah ♥